#it's going up there on my list of three kdramas ive actually loved

[jubilantscribbler]

that moment where you genuinely enjoy a kdrama again

[rinphoria]

omgg ive heard a lot about criminal minds, especially about Spencer (??). it seems like a really good show and i actually might give it a go too soon. i can only watch one show at a time because my brain can't process two shows at a time, but ive nearly finished the mentalist so i might try that next !!

icl, my friend thinks im a complete weirdo, but i don't like waffles or pancakes. they're not very appealing to me and i would never choose them when eating out. i quite like potato waffles though, they're beautiful !! i remember as a child my mum used to buy the smiley face shaped ones and id secretly take them out of the packet and try to eat them raw ,, i have no idea why 😭😭 i used to think i was the baddest bitch ever.

yk with the internship, i have no idea what to expect, but at the same time im excited for all the doors it opens. the company is basically a research and consultancy agency that works with big corporate clients like McDonald's and also with the public. they do research and then present their findings to the clients to try and help them become better brands and whatnot. i don't really care about the consultancy part, but i can't wait for the research aspect. im trying to go into psychology for university, and me having experience in research will hopefully (i pray that it does) give me a leg up into the research world and work placements while im an undergrad.

OMGGG I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST MONTH EVER BEFORE YOU MOVE BACKK !! YOU DESERVE ALL THE REST AND THE HAPPINESS AND IM PRAYING ITS AN EASY MOVE BACK !! i honestly applaud you, idk how you do it. i go camping for 2 days and im literally crying and throwing up because i miss my mum. i literally stayed up until 3am to phone her and tell her i wanted to go home 😭 you're so strong kai and i'm so so proud of you. hopefully moving back is easy and peaceful for you !! also i have so many kdramas to watch, and shows in general, but im so so slow at getting round to watching them 😫 i hope you manage to do everything youve been planning on doing within the next month !!

reconnecting with old friends makes me feel so fuzzy and warm on the inside. something about finding eachother again makes me feel like the friendship was just meant to be and that's why you both found eachother. im so so happy for you and please, feel free to let me know how the amusement park goes (only if you're comfortable with sharing of course). i love hearing about other people's days and experiences, i feel like im living vicariously through them lmaooo

IVE JUST REALISED IVE SENT A REALLY LONG ASK AND I AM SO SORRY ,, I GET SO CARRIED AWAY AND I END UP WAFFLING ABOUT THE MOST RANDOMEST THING please feel free to ignore this btw, its actually so long wtff I'm sorry about that 😭😭 anyways, thank you for sharing your day with me and i hope you have millions of more amazing days to come <33

noooo i would never ignore you!!

i def recommend criminal minds if you have space on your watch list! (it’s pretty long lol) and yes spencer is a fan fav, i really like hime but that’s bc i find intelligence attractive haha. OMG I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT i haven’t had those in so long 😭😭 bad bitches ate the little smiley potatoes 😌 your internship sounds like it’ll be really interesting! i did a lot of research for my major last semester and it gave me such a headache but i also learned a ton so it really does sound like a great opportunity. i hope you learn a lot and are able to enjoy it :)

i always hate the move back to school, it can be rough lol but thank you so much!! i totally get what you mean about getting homesick, my school is two hours away from home and on the first day of my freshman year my parents had been gone for maybe three hours and i ended up calling my dad and crying on the phone bc i missed them 💀 and to think i was considering doing school out of state lol i would not have survived

ahh yeah, i was really shocked to see him again since he transferred in middle school but turns out he goes to college where we grew up. it’s been really nice catching up with him :) and i would be more than happy to tell you about the little outing bc i too love living vicariously through others haha

AHHH LIJA ILY 🫶🏽🫶🏽 thank you for indulging me, you’re a sweetheart :))

[wannawrite]

Bar Goer

who?: JBJ’s Kim Donghan

genre: 🌸

type: bullet point

TW: alcohol

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donghan isn’t very successful at finding true love at clubs but trying doesn’t hurt anyone

inspired by kdrama ‘Tempted (The Great Tempter)

I’m so upset that jbj is going to disband so quickly 😭😭😭 it’s just a HUGE disappointment. This request went straight to the top of my priority list. They deserve to disband with dignity.

I’ll probably still take requests for them - same with W1 - bc I love them so much.

Thanks for requesting anon!!

- admin l

bc he deserves more

disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners

everything that is written here is purely fictional

DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING

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No one has heard of a seducer greater than Kim Donghan

he had cherry lips, shielding a bitterly sweet tongue

he walked with a wicked stride, confident and narcissistic

Donghan was fresh out of school, just a 20 year old

yet, the neighbourhood gossip column stated he had wormed his way into the heart of a much older woman

she was his classmate’s mother

the reason he spent all night flattering her with sweet nothings and a couple of deep kisses?

likely because he wanted free alcohol for himself

why had he gone to that particularly expensive club only open to the guest list?

because his best friend and partner in crime, Hyunbin, had gotten free entry for both of them

troublemakers, those two

Donghan would go to that extent for free drinks

and he had the highest alcohol tolerance out of the people in his class

crazy

all the caused was chaos

Donghan would seduce anyone, anything, for whatever reason

if it was given by his other best friend, the aristocratic Kim Sanggyun

or if he felt like it was worth the chase and effort

some people nicknamed the trio TriK

Tri for three

K for Kwon and double Kim

and TriK for how deceiving they look

they trio played pranks on everyone and anyone

their other close friends, Taehyun, Kenta and Yongguk were helpless to stop them

tbh they didn’t really care as long as Taehyun did not have to wake up at 3am to bail Hyunbin out of jail

besides, it wasn’t like TriK to be so mundane and muted

they just bore too bright and wild personalities

Taehyun let out a disgruntled sigh. ‘Donghan, if I receive one more angry text for a heart broken person, I’m doing to snap your neck.’

Donghan simply shrugged, a knowing grin on his face

people liked to think Taehyun was the most responsible in the clique and often went to him for advice or to take revenge on Donghan

like Donghan ever cared about what his hyungs had to say about him

they too had given up long ago and just let him carry out his activities

it wasn’t like seducing was fatal

or was it?

‘Hyung, don’t be mad. I’m here, I bought you your favourite sushi from Tokyo! Cheer up!’ lovesick Hyunbin attempted to lift Sanggyun’s sulky mood.

he only pressed his lips into a thin line and twirled his chopsticks in his hands

‘it isn’t fair how she just moves on so quickly just two years after she signed divorce papers,’ he seethed. ‘Does she want the chairman or does she want JK group?’

it had been a long day of settling unpleasant affairs

to begin with, Sanggyun was forced to attend some gala that his mother’s company, Myeong Jeong Healthcare had organised

smile for the cameras

talk to stuck up ‘friends’ or ‘diplomatic allies’ who cared about nothing else than the Kim family’s bank account

entertain guests

To end the dessert course on the sweetest note possible, his mother announced her engagement to JK Group’s chairman

more commonly addressed as Kim Donghan’s father

Donghan too was obliged attend and witnessed the announcement

It was too soon after his father had erased any trace of him from his life

throwing out of the family home just hours after Donghan’s graduation ceremony

Donghan had disappeared shortly following the loud declaration

he was last seen driving off in a red sports car that was not registered under his name

Sanggyun had finally released all his pent-up frustration, throwing wine glasses at walls and crunching him up in his hands

his shouts shook the whole building from the carpark level

Hyunbin’s effort was useless

Sanggyun was not to be stopped

in the end, Sanggyun had to be hospitalised because of his injuries and emotional distress

obviously, he wasn’t one for bland hospital food so Hyunbin had made sure to grab his favourite

meanwhile, Donghan was out somewhere by himself, most likely equally traumatised

the next day, Donghan paid Sanggyun a visit

‘I can’t stand this,’ Sanggyun whined, referring to his hospital gown and IV drip.

which Hyunbin had been desperately tried to keep in place

uhh by preventing Sanggyun from ripping it out

perhaps he also meant that he couldn’t stand Donghan’s dad marrying his mum

‘Let’s go somewhere, do something,’ Donghan suggested.

‘whenever you say that...you mean let’s go clubbing...’ Hyunbin raised his eyebrows

his friend’s lips stretched into a smile. ‘Why not? I know of a new club that just opened.’

Hyunbin crossed his arms over his chest, pressing his lips into a thin line. ‘I think it’ll be best if we just called pizza and chicken in. Right, Sanggyun? You love that chicken place down the road.’

how the hell am I going to manage to emotionally unstable drunk boys?

‘Actually,’ Sanggyun began, tearing at his IV drip. ‘Checking out that new club sounds nice and we’ll call pizza in to cure the hangover.’

he wanted the thick liquid to burn as it slipped down his throat

Donghan felt like he just needed the adrenaline from clubs, maybe grab a drink or two but he didn’t feel like inhaling alcohol tonight

he just wanted some time away from all the chaos

hyunbin knew the night wasn’t going to end in the most spectacular fashion but that never stopped him from hopping in

‘There are too many nurses and security on duty as of now,’ Donghan hissed, teeth gritted

the quicker they left and arrived back the better

less suspicious

less problematic

less chaotic

a bundle of black nylon was shoved into his hands.

unravelling the package, his hands met with sturdy rope

‘hyung, you never come unprepared,’ he whispered in disbelief. His hyungs were always so unpredictable

Hyunbin locked the door behind him as Donghan pushed the window open

they were lucky to have gotten such a hospital ward 

imagine if the windows were sealed 

but no, Sanggyun threw a fuss about how he was allergic to some chemicals

the contractor was in to redo some windows of different wards 

Sanggyun hastily slipped into the different set of clothes and fluffed up the blanket to make it look like he was asleep 

with a thud, the rope landed on the other side of the wall

the knot reeling to keep it secure 

under the pastel hues of sunset, three boys shimmied down the wall of a hospital

the moon reached its peak by the time they set off for an adventure

~

for Kim Donghan, getting into some of the city’s most exclusive clubs was no big deal

he just had to cut the line and give the bouncer a small smile before the velvet rope was pulled back and he was ushered through the doors 

he did frequent clubs quite a bit 

but most of the time it was to meet Hyunbin or Sanggyun 

it didn’t necessarily mean he got hammered 24/7 

he just found the atmosphere one to suit his mood at given times 

strobe lights, loud music, the scent of sweat and alcohol almost seemed more welcoming than the icy draft that wafted through his ‘father’s’ house 

a/n: in the drama, a reason why Sihyun gets kicked out is as he isn’t the legitimate son of his ‘father’

from what I know 

please don’t spoil it for me 😬🙏🏼

Donghan takes on Sihyun’s role, Sanggyun as Sooji and Hyunbin as Sejoo 

but tonight, Donghan just feels like having a beer before napping on the plush seats in the VIP lounge 

there was no room for hooking up or ruining someone’s ego today 

that was his plan 

if he succeeded in getting through the insane VIP line 

usually, the VIP line would have one - the most two people - in it 

however, tonight was strangely packed 

he was Kim Donghan

if there was an event, he would have been informed of it by his contacts 

but he hadn’t even heard anything on the grapevine about tonight 

weird 

Sanggyun was beginning to get impatient, worried about how he was going to explain himself to his mother should they be caught 

‘I’ll go check out the situation up front.’ Donghan pushed and squeezed his way through until he could see the doors 

after some eavesdropping, he concluding the club was hosting someone’s birthday 

‘hey, you!’ someone yelled. ‘Don’t cut the line, dick move.’ 

Donghan wanted to roll his eyes but he controlled himself, flashing his signature grin that made even people with the most concrete hearts melt into a puddle of cement 

unfortunately, it only earned him an icy cold glare from the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen 

oh, how he wished they would be filled with adoration instead of annoyance 

the girl it’s been so long since we specified genders scoffed at him, then returned to chatting with her friends 

Donghan felt a pang of guilt - an emotion he rarely felt 

he slipped back into his spot in the queue 

thankfully, Sanggyun and Hyunbin were too engaged in a chitchat to mind him much

staff came a few minutes later to clear the customers into the club 

Donghan ignored the bar and the impressive array of drinks, mood spoiled by the earlier interaction 

for the next half an hour, he spent it wallowing on the VIP room couch, crunching on the occasional snack 

red had spread across Sanggyun’s face like a sunburn as he sipped his brew

Hyunbin was more concerned about keeping his friends sober than drinking 

but we all know this boy can drink 

‘this is no fun,’ Sanggyun started to whine. ‘We came to forget about being sad but we’re just crying in the club.’ 

‘it’s better than sobbing in the hospital,’ he added quietly 

• Hyunbin nudged Donghan in the ribs. ‘Come on, our little seducer, who do you fancy tonight?’ 

Donghan stared off into space, propping his face in his hands, his mind not even pondering about it. 

carelessly, he replied, ‘I’ll talk to whoever walks through the doors next.’ 

that person would mostly be someone he was already acquainted with 

you had to be extraordinary to access the VIP lounge 

TriK was no exception 

His friends snickered. ‘Done deal.’ 

Donghan did NOT expect the next person to be you 

he regretted his words

such an impetuous comment, what a grave mistake 

Sanggyun threw his hands into a clap, pouting lips tugged into a smirk

‘there’s your target, Romeo.’

swearing, Donghan took a sip of Hyunbin’s beer

he observed as you approached the private bar and perched on one of the barstools, chatting up the mixologist like he was your best friend 

nerves began to settle into his stomach like never before 

whatever  

I’ve done this more than a billion times, what could be so different about this one? 

Donghan moved to the twin barstool before anyone else could take his place 

he winked at the bartender, cueing his usual drink 

seeing it was the insolent young man you had previously encountered, you edged further away from him 

‘waiting for someone?’ 

you turned at the sound of his deep voice, meeting his sultry smirk and dark eyes 

sucking back a snarky reply, you only uttered a finite ‘yes’. 

‘shall I accompany you?’ 

such a try hard 

you refrained from rolling your eyes, instead, you sent a killer smile his way

‘no need. I don’t associate myself with people like you,’ you bit back 

ouch,,, that has got to sting 

panicked, Donghan sampled his drink, brain clogs reeling to come up with an answer 

he feigned nonchalance, shrugging his shoulders which shifted his shirt to show off a pair of defined collarbones 

‘excuse me.’ you began to slip out of your seat. ‘I came here with a purpose and with friends, so...I’m not wasting any more time with you.’

arrows shot into Donghan’s heart and smashed it into smithereens 

the feeling he had was completely foreign, they felt like cupid’s arrows 

he was baffled by the new wave of emotions 

hmm cupid had spoken, there would be another chance won’t there be?

~

‘who cares?’ your best friend yelled after hearing your story. ‘He’s so hot! There won’t be any strings attached anyway. That’s why we came anyway, isn’t it?’ 

you cringed, pulling a face at her reaction 

he was kind of hot though...

‘you HAVE to grab him before others do! I see he’s caused quite a stir.’ 

her words were true, quite a number of people swarmed that guy and his bunch of friends as they emerged from the VIP lounge 

I’ll see if he makes a move first 

your glass slams down on the table, making your way to the dance floor 

across the club, Donghan spots your figure immediately

he keeps his eyes trained on you as you sway to the music, moving your hips to the beat 

to your surprise, Donghan simply flittered off into the crowd without even making eye contact 

oh 

disappointment flooded you for some odd reason 

an hour ago, you were disgusted by his presence and even shooed him off 

now, you wanted his attention...desperately 

blame the hormones 

still, this sort of behaviour was so unlike yours

@ spiked alcohol 

don’t spike anyone’s alcohol, that shit ain’t cool and it’s so gross and uncalled for 

you retired to a quieter corner of the bar, feet aching from the killer heels 

you felt someone’s arm lean against the bar counter, trapping you in your seat 

‘where’s your friend?’ the same voice asked. 

‘hmm, not here right now,’ you whispered, voice low. ‘But you are.’ 

Donghan chose to ignore your latter comment, playing hard to get. 

‘having a fun night?’ he made sure his eyes met yours for at least 10 seconds before breaking away for 11 seconds 

you paused, deliberating on your answer. 

yes or yes but in italics

doing something crazy for once wouldn’t hurt you 

‘no,’ you replied, tone huskier than before. ‘not without you.’ 

damn sweetie wyd

before you knew it, Donghan’s lips were inches away from yours, beckoning you to close the gap 

ask before you kiss anybody 

your lips captured his and his hands trailed down the curves of your waist, finding their seating on your hips 

I’m reading my bible 8 times after this brb 

he tasted like sour lemon and spicy vodka, tampered with a hint of cherry cola 

his lips were plump and experience, puckered at a certain angle, tilted to a certain degree 

it was electrifying, terrifying almost 

unintentionally, you pressed closer to him, only craving more 

and causing a whirlwind of pretty butterflies to flutter in his stomach 

idk shit abt kissing too i’ve only kissed my dog 

Donghan finally pulled away to catch a breath, his hands left your form and rested on the seat of the barstool instead 

*denies second kiss* • he was toying with you, making you crave more, driving you insane with his teasing 

‘tell me your name,’ you demanded, cheeks heating up 

he chuckled in response, deep and growly yet playful 

‘It’s Donghan.’ 

Donghan moved to the other side of the bar, possibly only to get water but you followed him - not with just your eyes

he kept you company, offering small tipsy talk but refused any of your further advances 

from time to time, he made a flirtatious remark or played with your hair, maybe dropped a compliment or two

you forced yourself to respond neutrally to them 

eventually, his friends caught up with him

one was flushed pink and the other was supporting him 

they needed him to leave 

‘when will I see you again,’ you blurted out. ‘I want to.’ 

Donghan only smiled, giving your hand a light squeeze 

it was unclear if his gestures were out of assurance or a farewell  

you had to see him 

some unexplainable attraction willed you to 

you would hanker after him if you had to 

‘you want to know more, you’ll have to cave into the chase, sweetheart.’ 

how sweet 

you didn’t understand why people got themselves dead drunk at clubs when they could do this instead

[theyweresoulmates]

kdramas that everyone should watch

Playful Kiss

:) this drama has a special place in my heart

i found playful kiss because i had just finished the anime adaptation(which is really good, pls check it out its called itazura na kiss)

basically female lead is dumb as rocks but she has a crush on cold male lead who is really hot and extremely smart

her house collapses in an earthquake and male leads family are friends with her dad, so they move into male leads house aaaaand you can assume what happens

very sweet and lighthearted although sometimes you wish female lead would give up on male lead cause he’s super rude and shes THAT stubborn

Boys Over Flowers

idk why you wouldnt know about this one

kinda overrated but really good overall

girl starts going to rich kid school and cold male rich lead falls in love with her

this drama is why i love Lee Min Ho

some parts might make you angry cause male lead can be infuriatingly selfish

took me forever to finish 

Heartstrings

my girl park shin hye is in this and shes cute as hell

male lead is cold and hot (i love cold guys)

basically playful kiss except girl isnt dumb and theres music

solid OST

Pretty Man

this drama invented melodrama lol

like its SUCH a soap opera sometimes

but also its cute

it took me a couple tries to get through it 

IU is in it and shes basically the heart of this show

male lead is unbelievably hot as the title insinuates

IU loves male lead but he could really care less

then his mom dies and shit hits the fan quick

basically he has to seduce women and build a business to get this passcode thing his mom left behind

spoilers

male lead is actually in love with IU’s character Bo Tong the whole show but it takes him forever to realize it

i love IU 

Shining Inheritance

SUCH AN UNDERRATED DRAMA

basically the same idea as Boys Over Flowers but they’re graduated

kind of melodramatic

male lead is typical cold guy (lol)

female lead becomes poor after her dad ‘dies’ and then her autistic brother goes missing and this poor girl omg i feel for her she goes through SO MUCH

somewhere in the drama she becomes an heir to another families fortune and male lead is PISSED (as is the rest of his family)

side characters are really annoying ngl

i watched this drama really fast

its so good

The Heirs

this drama is BASICALLY Shining Inheritance and Boys Over Flowers combined

but minus all the stupid parts and drawn out storylines

park shin hye AND lee min ho are in it

they’re the leads

i lowkey got second male lead syndrome but got over it cause <3 <3 <3 Lee Min Ho

male lead isnt as cold as the previous male leads mentioned but he isnt super nice either

Strong Woman Bo Dong Soon

if i could rewatch this drama a hundred times i would

if this show doesnt make you melt and giggle like a child you arent human

male lead is unbelievably cute

and female lead is so so so cute too

the love triangle is actually tolerable unlike the dramas previously listed 

i love the male lead in this one tho so much

bo dong soon (our female lead) is super strong and male lead is a CEO so he hires bo dong to be his bodyguard

EVEN THOUGH HE HAS HIRED HER AS A BODYGUARD HE STILL TRIES TO PROTECT HER DESPITE HER BEING UNBELIEVABLY STRONG

its also SO FUNNY ive never laughed so hard watching a drama

the chemistry between the leads are tangible i swear to god i cant

mamamoo sings a song for the ost ;) 

Cinderella and The Four Knights

the second drama to actually make me cry

overall a really cute show

i dont understand the ads for this show tho cause dramafever advertised it as like a sequel to Boys Over Flowers but ITS NOTHING like Boys Over Flowers

she lives with her stepmom and stepsister who suck

and then her dad kicks her out after a wicked plot twist

so this ceo guy is like “move in with my grandsons they are awful people you can help them but dont date them”

so you KNOW from the get-go she’s gonna have to date one of them!

so theres three male leads

one cold rebellious guy (ha)

the rich spoiled brat

and the nice one whose a singer 

also theres the butler dude but he isnt really romantically linked to female lead, hes just a chill dude who has his own storyline (WHICH MAKES YOU WANNA SCREAM)

cannot stand the side romance in this between two characters i wont name

second female lead gets on my nerves

however, the main romance, i eat that shit up

it takes a while for them to get together but totally worth and hella cute

i adore this ost???? so much????

on the lowest of keys i had second male lead syndrome

Scarlet Heart: Ryeo

this drama destroyed my will to live

its SO SAD

i’d explain the plot but its complicated and very convoluted

i dont really like historical dramas but i LOVED this one

also

IU is in it :)

OST is the greatest ever

WE NEED A SEASON 2

spoiler: ending will make you wanna die

Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo

idk why this did bad in Korea

but im happy its gained a lot of popularity recently

its so so so cute

the relationship is so loving

both leads have such GOOD chemistry together

the plot seems simple: she’s a weightlifter and he swims and they were childhood friends uh kind of

then they hit you with that heavy shit

you just have to watch

[aousboom]

super long tag game woo

my love @floatingdownthemoonriver tagged me in this super long tag game and is giving me something to do at work so here we go! thanks love :’)

the last…

drink: water it’s pretty much all i drink time you cried: i think tuesday night during fight my way lmfao i cry over literally everything

phone call: trying to get in contact w/ the lady who runs the fellowship program i applied to

text message: me to my sister: “100 emoji, fire emoji, crown crown crown emoji” lmfaoooo

song you listened to: that girl by btob’s peniel!!!! support this angel’s solo track please and buy it on itunes or stream on spotify!

have you…

dated someone twice: ive barely even dated someone one

kissed someone and regretted it: not right after it happened but i regret dating said people for so long

been cheated on: noooo

lost someone special: yesssss

been depressed: hahahahaaaaaaaaa

gotten drunk and thrown up: only one and i’ve never drank to that point again i have weird issues with throwing up and i try to avoid it at all costs

list three favourite colours…

omg okay: sunset oranges, purple, seafoam greens

in the last year have you…

made new friends: yessss omg it’s basically been a year since i connected with and met julie, justine, and lindsey and they’re the greatest people in my life!!!! and i’ve met so many amazing friends through my kdrama network im so grateful for them!!! and also the lovely people from my korean class including my crush

fallen out of love: i’ve never truly been in love

laughed until you cried: yesss not recently though

found out someone was talking about you: noooope

met someone who changed you: i dont know if i’ve truly changed at all in the past year

found out who your friends are: i;ve known

kissed someone on your facebook list: i fucking wish

general…

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all if not all

do you have any pets: not here in pittsburgh with me but my family has one pup, 3 cats, and a bunny at the moment

do you want to change your name: honestly i’ve always loved my name                    

what did you do for your last birthday: worked lol

what time did you wake up: 9:30am for work

what were you doing at midnight last night: ummm i think i was probably watching someone on youtube

name something you can’t wait for: um idk i’d like to find out about this fellowship but i feel like i didnt get it so i cant really say im looking forward to it

when was the last time you saw your mom: monday before i left to come back to pitt

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: let’s seeee... my body, my acne scars, my mental illness, my family’s financial situation, my dad’s health, i wish my mom was happy, my future to actually look bright... so much more

what are you listening right now: nothing im at work

have you ever talked to a person named tom: in like kindergarten there was this kid in my class named tommy and he randomly added me on fb a few years ago

something that is getting on your nerves: loud chewing,leaving my room and leaving the door open

most visited website: tumblr, twitter, dramafever/dramafire, mydramalist

about me…

mole/s: i have a lot of little ones

mark/s: i have a lot of acne scarring and scarring on my back from my dermatillomania, a lot of stretch marks, scars from my gallbladder surgery, and really faint ones from when used to hurt myself, and random scars here and there from scrapes and cuts

childhood dream: cliche but i really wanted to be a singer

hair colour: dark brown, so dark people basically think it’s black

long or short hair: it’s basically right in the middle

do you have a crush on someone: yessss one of the teachers from my korean class omg i really developed the biggest crush on him hes so adorable and sweet and watching him teach is my favorite thing like this is a school girl level crush yall idk what’s wrong with me

what do you like about yourself: hahaaaaa ummmmmmmmmmmmm i love my skin tone and my eye shape andddd yeah

piercings: i have my ears pierced but i have worn earrings in years so i think it closed up

blood type: omg i learned this after my surgery i pretty sure it’s O positive

nickname: lex and lexi are what most people call me... my dad used to call me longneck and i couldn’t tell you any ounce of a reason why

relationship status: haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

zodiac: libra

pronouns: she/her!

favourite tv show (s): i mostly watch kdramas now but my fave american shows would be criminal minds, lost, friday night lights, brooklyn 99, baby daddy, superstore, and the get down

tattoos: two and i want more when i actually have money!

right or left hand: right!

surgery: my first ever surgery was getting my gallbladder removed in march

hair dyed in different colour: i got red highlights in my hair in 9th grade but that’s it

sport: i played softed from ages 5-18 and i miss it every damn year

vacation: my most exciting vacation is disney world

pair of trainers: i mostly wear vans... i have nice nike running shoes that i used for work though

more general…

eating: sadly mu appetite is a mess right now bc my stomach is a mess

drinking: water, dr. pepper, arnold palmer, bubble tea

i’m about to: cry.... at any given point in time

waiting for: someone to contact me about this damn fellowship so i can just accept that i didnt get in and move on

want: a romantic relationship

get married: i want to but i don’t think anyone will ever want to marry me so

career: psychologist!!!! although at this point idk how long it will take me to get there

which is better…

hugs or kisses: kisses kisses kisses i want kisses

lips or eyes: hmmmm i like lips

short or tall: tall but honestly i dont care           

older or younger: i prefer older but i would probably date someone like up to 2 years younger

nice arms or nice stomach: i love arm

sensitive or loud: i think i prefer sensitive just because i can’t loud personalities cab overwhelm me

hook up or relationship: relationship :’)

troublemaker or hesitant: in the middle maybe more towards the troublemaker end

have you ever…

kissed a stranger: nope!

drank hard liquor: yessss

lost glasses/contact lenses: i havent lost them but one time my glasses legit snapped in half when i took them off when i came inside because they were legit frozen from the cold

turned someone down: only creepy dudes who just want to fetishize my body

sex on the first date: i could never i dont have confidence for that

broken someone’s heart: noooooo 

had your heart broken: hmmm yeah i guess so

been arrested: noooo

cried when someone died: yes :(

fallen for a friend: in like 8th grade... but not like falling in love i really dont think i was capable of being in love then but he was like my best friend and i did like him a lot

do you believe in…

yourself: idk sometimes                  

miracles: yes? idk

love at first sight: infatuation and attraction yes, love no

santa claus: yesssssssssssssssss

kiss on the first date: yes if i felt comfortable enough with them

angels: yes

other…

current best friends name: amber, julie, justine, lindsey and so many other people im really close to

eye colour: brown :/

favourite movie(s): the lion king!!!!, kick ass, juno, titanic

OKAY I MADE IT im gonna tag @properlypadfoot @jemcarstairz @hyukbinnie @bellamybbblake @seokjinings @celes-tae and anyone else who wants to be tagged!!!!

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so should i reply in tiny font or just regular font?

hybe should do better in spreading out the comebacks of the groups under them :/ they're already at a huge advantage, might as well use it strategically. AHA streaming mvs is so convenient for a multi. the filler vids i could use in between could be mvs from the other groups that i stan. also you know what, i still haven't watched a single final performance bc im waiting for a friend to watch with me :D

i have a chinese movie recommendation in case you want something to cry over. i still love its ost and it's been months since i watched it. i'm not sure if you watched it already but more than blue. i've never cried over a movie as much as i cried for that one. the angst *chef's kiss*. i'd do anything to wipe my memory of it and watch it again for the first time.

also sungchan is mc-ing in inkigayo every sunday! and honestly, what the hell is nct hollywood :D but a part of me thinks it's just going to be a bunch of asians living in america like johnny that'll be a part of it. just a hunch tho. imagine having all 4 units coming back in a year with like 1 unit per quarter of the year. i'm not sure if sm even has the money to do this, especially when they filed bankruptcy recently.

and i've seen a lot of twitter memes saying taro's ghosted stans T_T alexa play ghosting by txt T_T sm come on give him smth to do, you're wasting talent.

the mall didn't burn down entirely (like from the outside it looked fine). the ventilation system caught fire so it was more internal—ceilings and all that. covered things with soot(?) and ashes so the entire mall was closed for nearly 2 years. and hey, i've experienced a school fire too back when i was younger. i, too, thought it was nothing but a fire drill until i saw the charred remains of the buildings behind our school : D thankfully, no one died.

the new nct track is for a samsung commercial AHAHA it's funny because nearly everyone uses apple TT_TT and the mv screams neo culture tech tho (well as it should lmao). yes, i was talking about that part in hot sauce but yes, it grew on me too.

ateez really know how to do a performance. they put the standard so high for me when it came to performing. their facial expressions and overall stage presence just impresses me. it's been a while since i've seen idols draw me to them by those standards.

ah, the long stan list! good luck in getting through it and i hope you do have fun as you go :] (also you can check out aurora by ateez and whiplash by tbz. the songs popped up in my head as i was typing this reply, you might like them)

ohhhh, what was the pd48 scandal? i don't watch survival shows so i don't know any of the stuff going on. would you care to elaborate? about their disbandment :(( i hope you're okay now tho! are the other girls still debuting in new groups? anyone eyeing an acting career instead of being an idol?

YES, A PATTERN IN THE BIASES (if you count an analysis of two ppl as a pattern, that is.) because it's the same pattern i have for my biaswreckers :D jake & seungmin, not only do they have the same animal to represent them, they have the same 'golden retriever' type of personality that just makes you go all soft. ygwim ;n; i wish i could elaborate but both boys just devastate me in the same level and my friends pointed out that they were quite similar in some aspects.

jaemin used to send really long bbl messages :< like if there was anything he loved most it was nctzens and it was obv in his messages. speaking of dream, album repackage news today! idk what to feel bc my hot sauce albums haven't even arrived yet :D + i'm dead br0ke.

how do you even manage to read 30k TT__TT i cant handle long fics bc of my attention span :D also, yes, i found the user now, i'll check if i'll like their works soon. <33

YES YOU SHOULDVE BEEN THERE T_T what a day that was. i think seungmin is still sweet and active in bbl. not a single cent goes to waste with him. also i think i'll post the drabble some time this month.

and oml seungmin vs jake :o let's see how that goes O.O XDD

clickity-clackity AHAH do you have a mechanical keyboard? :c i wanted one too but i haven't got around to saving up for one. but yes indeed, typing asmr v relaxing \m/

sunny hyuck day, fullsun sunday, fullsunday T_T feels were very strong that day. i kept seeing edits on my twt tl and i would just s o b : D i've only stanned nct for a year but i've seen him grow so much i just wanted to crie i love him sm :') yk my mom didn't cook spaghetti for my birthday, but she cooked for hyuck's? : D

and i checked ur recs blog and indeed, full of nct T_T

also have i mentioned that your desktop thing amuses me so much HAHAH i got confused for a sec if i had twt opened or tumblr. plus, i've been wanting to mention that i noticed that our mobile themes are opposites. black and red, white and blue. it's cute XDD <3

help, people have been telling me that our asks are long but i highkey love it. i added a ‘keep reading’ for the mobile users though, sorry in advance hh.

honestly, both works. tiny font saves space but regular font does more justice for my poor eyes haha. its your call!

hybe comebacks :( yeah enhypen got lucky because they came back right before cb season so they got three wins (yay)! on the bright side, txt just got their first win and bts has six wins, so it all works out i guess. omg yes, the streaming thing is perfect. i stan like 20 groups so i have a never-ending cycle of filler mvs and its always so helpful. ooh for the final performances - you wont regret watching any of them! literally wild, kingdom's budget and talent are wild.

ooh, I don't watch any cdramas lmao. i want to but i can barely finish kdramas. if its a movie ill watch it! ive never heard of more than blue but ill check it out <3 where can i watch it?

yes yes i have just realized that sungchan is yujin's co-mc! i watched their special stage (which is literally adorable) and was today years old when i realized that the dude is sungchan pls. nct hollywood was so unexpected and i still have mixed feelings about it now. LMAO JUST ASIANS LIVING IN AMERICA...help. that would be interesting (?) but the concept reminds me of those horrendous awesomeness tv shows. lets hope sm pulls this off well and proves me wrong. lmao all 4 units coming back would probably happen, but i hope none of them get overworked :( i constantly feel like mork lee has four clones :'( also...sm filed bankcruptcy??? dang, what happened?

ugh omg yeah shotaros talent is seriously being wasted in the basement right now. as for fires, scary T-T i wasnt that fazed by them until the australia wildfires happened, and i learned about the consequences of fire and got really scared. its good that the entire mall didnt burn down though! although its weird that no one is opening it :( schools really need to tell us the difference between drills though, it might be dangerous for those rebellious kids.

yeah i just realized that the nct track is an endorsement which partly explains why i cant listen to it. the mv's visuals are stunning!! the set and people are so gorgeous aa i cant

oh yeah im not an atiny but i have acknowledged since 2020 that they have one of the best, if not the best stage presence and expressions on stage for 4th gen. i think their only worthy competitor would be stray kids actually. theyre truly one of a kind and all of them are cute especially that yeosang guy. i will definitely check out your song recommendations though!

oof the pd48 scandal is extremely complicated. to condense it in a few statements: all of the girls' rankings have been rigged since the very beginning and it was rumored that they already had their end group before the show even started. it was like this for pf48 and pdx101 (group x1) which was why x1 disbanded within a month of debuting, and izone were on hiatus for like 4 months. im not the best at explaining stuff like this haha, but i think you get it. you can check out yt or search up 'pd48 scandal', a ton of articles and videos. as for new groups, nothing has been made clear yet. theyve only made instagram handles for now and appeared on variety shows haha. as for acting career, hyewon was supposed to do acting but was forced to join pd48 so maybe she'll continue acting afterwards? nothing is confirmed yet!

lmao two similarities, its okay it counts. ah, true, i can see their similarities now that youve mentioned it, as well as how jeno is kind of like that. however, i am currently attached to jaemin so we'll see what happens from there hehe. i swerve easily.

jaemin on bubble grr, that would be a whole experience. from the bare minimum of vidoes ive seen for him wbk jaemin is so whipped for czennies. ah yes repackage! i saw the post on instagram and went to the comments to see everything screaming ‘iM bROke!’ and it was lowkey hilarious lmao. kpop is really trying to suck our money T-T.

ope the longest fic ive read is like...40k words i think? and it was by jeonginks. ill read anything eiko produces lmao, theres always so much substance in her work. ooh, tell me what you think of luvdsc’s stuff, i just finished binging their entire masterlist lmao.

seungmin vs jake yeah, i havent been catching up on skz enha content because im still obsessing over the dreamies but when that saga is over then im going to focus on my ults lmao (which might include dream soon, hehe).

yes yes i have a mechanical bluetooth keyboard that i use to connect to my computer! it literally sounds amazing lmao, its only 10am here but i feel like im going to doze off from the clickity clackitys already. i cant wait for you to get one! tell me when you do, we can match hehe.

hyuck is an aodrable brat please. hes like the best comedian of nct at this point, so hilarious and filled with variety i love him. he rose up my bias list pretty fast too. LMAO YOUR MOM IS SO COOL I LOVE HER ALREADY. if only my mom would cook for my ults’ borndays.

yes my rec blog is a mess right now, ill organize it soon haha.

omg thank you and yes my website theme is one-of-a-kind. even i get confused when i open it or edit it, and i constantly get comments about it. also i just realized our opposing theme colors and i love it! its adorable.

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Languages and why i love them

so these first few posts are gonna be mainly about you getting to know me and me getting to know you, so if you have any questions please don’t be afraid to ask.so, let’s get started.

If the title didn’t give it away already, I love learning languages. Language is something that comes relatively easily to me meaning, i can sit and learn new words for hours with only one problem, time. I love how they sound and the fact that once you’ve learned even just a little, you feel so proud of yourself because you managed to remember something. 

For me, it’s harder to remember formulae for maths and all the sciences but i cam remember verb conjugations and new words for more than one different language, with less effort.

Remember i’m learning french and spanish but they aren’t the only languages i’ve shaken a stick at. In my short lifetime i’ve studied many languages for various amounts of time and i guess i’ll go through them now???

So even though i can’t remember when i started learning what, first on this list is korean. There’s a story behind this one okay. So it started maybe two or three years ago i discovered... you guessed it, K-Pop. I went to the kpop club at my school once because it was cold outside and fell in love with one of the songs. Another friend of mine also fell in love and we started to learn korean together. Said song was Dope by BTS. After this moment i completely fell in love with BTS and for the next couple months i fell deeper and deeper into kpop and the world around it. I learned to read hangul in a day so that i could read the song lyrics without romanisation and sing along to my favourite songs. i slowly started to listen to other groups like exo and blackpink then i started to watch kdramas. not gonna lie, i don’t listen to kpop anymore but every now and again i do enjoy a good kdrama, they just seem to have a better focus on a good story and make romances between characters a less important part of the plot, unless it is a romance then it’s a different story, while keeping me interested. My favourite genre has to be detective and mystery dramas because they always have something new to keep the story going. some recommendations from me include suspicious partner and strong girl do bong soon which are both on netflix but can also be found on viki.

Next up, Japanese. So I don’t remember why I started learning japanese but as with korean, the same friend was learning japanese too. At the time i felt drawn to anime and manga and I just wanted to draw like that too. I started with hirigana and katakana and tried to use italki (i think). My japanese learning period was way shorter than the korean one but I enjoyed learning the language.

And now we have norweigan. If you haven’t noticed the pattern yet, the friend i mentioned in the first two languages was learning almost all of these languages too which made it ten times easier for both of us. I probably stuck with it for about two weeks and never achieved fluency so theres that. Fun fact i still understand about three words.

RUSSIAN. okay so this one maybe two weeks again but mentioned “friend” was not learning this one with me. I learned how to read in russian, a skill i sadly don’t have anymore but i have no recollection of why i wanted to learn it, actually now that i think about it probably because it came up in a show i watched called refresh man on netflix. It was a good show and i think a character said a couple lines in russian while doing a jigsaw.

Following russian we have German. So with german i still have a grammar book and remember some but not much. my mum speaks some german which was one of the things motivating me to learn. I’m not learning it now but one day i hope to pick it up again.

Nearing the end of the list is polish, a language i studied for almost a year and learnes a lot of. Unfortunately i don’t remember a big chunk of what i learned but i went on a trip to poland with my dad and auntie, i got the opportunity to speak polish and i even bought a little dragon and kids book of legends in polish from the wawel castle near where i stayed. whilst learning i had a polish tutor who helped me massively along with memrise and polish music. Again i would like to try an learn it again.

Last but not least we have Spanish and French, two languages i have no idea when i started learning but i know it was around six or seven years old, and in two completely different situations. For spanish i went to spain every year so i naturally began to understand more and my grandparents taught me simple words and i’d read them all around me. For french it was primary school. We had french lessons every week but they didnt do much in all the years other than teach me how to say a couple food names and a bit about the weather. More helpful was in high school when i took lessons for both a couple days a week in school. I’m still in lessons for both and currently the only student in my year to be learning both languages at once.

And I guess i’ll end thispost here because I honestly can’t remember how many languages ive tried to learn and this is only afew of them. Also I know this is a long post but well done for sticking through my mindless ramblings this long and enjoy yourselves!

~Love H